I am conflicted between two lives, one that I want and one that wants me. It calls for me,

Knowing that i have chosen this path before,

Knowing that i have closed this door before,

Knowing that it has betrayed me before,

but yet it calls and i ignore,

and as i pretend that the call isn't for me there is this urge, this invisible force that wants me to answer and say yes but,

I am Conflicted between two lives, one that I want and one that wants me.

(To be honest i want both, or i will always want the one that i dont have)